I had a dream my narcissistic mother r*ped me.

After my mother died i found out why her family (my aunts and uncles) avoided me. Apparently my mother told them i had been sleeping with my father at 13, and prostituting, among a whole pile of other messed up s**t. (I was a virgin until 17) I have no idea why she hated me, and never realised the extent until she died. velofille Report Ning Shu had dropped dead. But in a burst of good fortune she became a task-taker in charge of counterattacking for pitiful cannon fodder. Thus, Ning Shu, in one world after another, took all kinds of life roles, encountered all kinds of ‘you’re heartless, you’re ruthless, you’re making trouble for no reason’ people. She encountered all sorts of white lotus flowers, green tea b*tches ... Some people are like a drug, once you get a taste of it, you are forever addicted. A love story between two young men, from foes to a bickering couple, withstanding 8 years of separation, suffering and surviving hardships together. They are Gu Hai & Bai Luo Yin, in Chinese, when Hai & Luoyin are put together (Hailuoyin = 海洛因) means heroin, a substance that can be very addictive.

2022.01.26 05:11 accidentremoval I had a dream my narcissistic mother r*ped me.

To preface shortly. I have been growing up a lot this past year and finding my place in this world finally. Lately I have noticed the path I have been taking and my mannerisms mirror my ex communicated narcissistic mother. I’m the most like her out of anyone in the family, minus the not having a care for anyone but herself. I have just recently noticed the things we have in common (i’m also a female) like my career field, hypochondriac tendencies, mood swings, similar interests, drug dependency, unhealthy food relationship, and lots of other more minor things. As a child we had nothing in common, but now years after she’s left and Ive grown up/changed, we have a lot. One of my biggest fears has been growing up to be like her. I also fear I will develop whatever mental disorder she has, but treatment is much more present now a days so at least that’s a thing.
In my dream I cried and begged her to stop and she kept laughing at me and insulting me (mirrors how she treated me growing up). She was drinking and having a great time. My father was pasted out in the dream, therefore not able to stand up to her for me(also mirroring my childhood). It was the most traumatizing dream (even most traumatizing things i’ve experienced as it was extremely vivid and i’ve never been SA’d). I couldn’t move or leave until she was done. Once she was done and left me there I thought about calling the police or going to an ER for a R kit. Calling the police wasn’t working. I went to a hospital and the doctor and assistant rolled their eyes at me when I told them what happened. I was full of fear from what happened, and in fear for even telling someone what had happened.
I hate that my own brain has mentally scarred me with this experience. All my friends say I should get therapy because of her. I will when I’m ready mentally and financially.
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2022.01.26 05:10 SuperSluttySadSluts Too Many Bones; first impression solo review.

The combination of narrative and tactical decisions was impressive. It made me want to try a new tech tree on the same character in a future game against the same tyrant. Maybe even two or three more times. Then the next tyrant. Then the next gearloc, then more tyrants, then multiple gearlocs.
We'll see how I feel a few games from now, but the first impressions were better than expected. I got vibes of Borderlands with the different tech trees to explore.
I have a few more games of this and until March to decide if I want to put in to Unbreakable/Undertow (still deciding between these if anyone has any input on this). But, if the future plays are at the same or similar level, at least one of those expansions will certainly be headed my way.
By the way! The new smaller box set is perfect for me. The size is that of a normal board game, but the premium components and weight of the thing is just as absurd as you'd want for its price point.
For some background:
I've been solidly in this hobby for about 2 years. In that time, I have played ~118 unique games and ~556 hours of board game playing time, so a relative newbie I guess haha. Since near the beginning, I've been side eyeing this game. This is a first impressions review.
I played Patches vs Mulmesh, as I heard Patches was an easy character to understand in the base set, and this was an easier tyrant. Baby steps.
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2022.01.26 05:10 _Liliaceae How to screw back in PTFE

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2022.01.26 05:10 Bruhness81 Gale of Darkness crashes on Pocophone F3 even though it was working fine

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2022.01.26 05:10 NekoCardemon On the topic of Neuralyzer Pistols and NPC cells resetting.

I have an unique question posed for fallout players.
I use an mod called the Neuralyzer Pistol: It makes anything you fire at become passive and non hostile. Even turrets, protectrons, and land mines can be Neuralyzed.
It also does not do enough damage for you firing it at a living being for the surrounding people to turn hostile. Killing someone with the Neuralyzer Pistol however is still considered a crime.
How long in ingame days would it take for a cell to reset and thus have to re-use the Neuralyzer Pistol?
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2022.01.26 05:10 MisaRocks Looking for an eruri fanfic where one of them attempts su*cide or sh

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